If I knew then what I know now, I would’ve done things way differently. I would’ve never let a friend like you into my life in the first place. My perspective on friendship has drastically changed in a negative way because of you. Karma will get you back good someday.
+ 27
so you dated the wrong person and learned a hard lesson. you chose the wrong major and had to start over again. you cherished a friend who backstabbed you. it sucks, but it’s also going to work out. that’s life; you learn, hurt, love, cry, laugh, and keep going. you experience setbacks and you grow and it’s all okay.
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I’ve been driving myself crazy trying to see the brighter side of the shitty situation I’ve been put in, but I really can’t help but wonder why it’s happening. I still can’t wrap my head around why bad things happen to good people. The most valuable lesson I’ve learned this year is that nothing and no one is permanent. Even the people you thought would be there for the long haul will change like the seasons, and no matter how hard you try, you have no control over their actions and reactions. The people who would always say to you “I just want to see you happy” may turn out to be the ones who become envious and jealous of your happiness when you finally find it. I’m tired of beating myself up about what I may have done wrong and what I could’ve done differently to reverse the damage, but now looking back on it, the damage may have already been there beforehand. I’m tired of my emotions getting the better of me and allowing them to consume me. I need to continue to remind myself that none of this was my fault and that I am a good person with a huge heart. I sometimes lose sight of that very important reminder and it hinders the happiness I’ve found, but God knows I’m trying.
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